Tough Mudder!

I officially signed up for Tough Mudder yesterday! Jen (my boss) and I are going to do it on September 8th, 2012. I am so freaking PUMPED! It looks like it'll probably kill me but I know I can make it through it and it'll be such an accomplishment! Jen and I are starting a training program that was offered on the site along with Jen's other training that she knows and come September we're going to be ready!

No patience...

I can't wait until I have my dream job. I have this image in my head about where I want to be within the next two years and I wish I could fast forward. I am so tired all the time with my weird sleep schedule from bartending. I'm not complaining at all, I know that it'd be hard to find a job that I can work the hours I do and make the money I do. I just can't wait for the day I get to wake up, put on my scrubs and go to the hospital because I now work there. 

Anyways, I have been feeling really cruddy lately. I know I need to get back in the gym and start eating healthier. Now that I know what it's like to have a healthier life and what it's like to lose weight it makes me depressed thinking about turning into a chubby monkey again. I was in such good shape before Mexico! I wish I would have kept going when I got back and not went back to my old ways. I can only imagine what I'd look like now. Not as fluffy that's for sure. 

I need to sleep, I open the bar tomorrow morning then I'm hanging out with Tony before him and his buddies go on 'Mancation' for the weekend. Lucky!

That shhh cray.

I got punched in the face bartending tonight breaking up a fight. Not cool!
This girl was so rude to me! She threw a lemon at me she had already sucked on, yelled at me for not serving her fast enough, and yelled at me for serving a guy that was waaay ahead of her then she tried picking a fight with him!? She accused me of not using MY tip money to buy her a shot that she really didn't need because she was 'too fucking old!' Nope I just plain don't know your crazy ass. She had a pool stick in her hand when I went to go break up a fight that SHE started for grabbing some guy's jewels and dudes fiance wasn't having it...It's like what the? Come on now. Then she punches me in my face for trying to get her out the door. Apparently she's a bartender elsewhere too. Who does that!? Grow up! No, not cool at all. ANYWAYS, bitches be crazy that's all I gotta say.


PS- If it wasn't for respecting Jen and the bar and dating a cop, I would have been on that crazy lady like white on rice on a paper place in a snow storm. My face is my money maker, I am beautiful. End of story!


Haha :)

I wish I was 21 already!

Working at Smokey's, I make some pretty nice tips. I love bartending and I love the money. I've been watching Full Throttle Saloon this past season and really got on the kick to work there BUT you have to be 21 to even be considered. And that's just not for bartenders, that's for any and every position :( So I looked into working at the Cannon Run this summer. It's a big biker party in August from Wed-Sun and I heard you make crazy money there. I sent the contact person all my info asking if I could get a job there so hopefully I hear back!

I want these. They are tooooo cute. 

" I get absolutely and undeniably attached to book characters to the point where I cry and laugh with them, and physically miss them when I finish reading the book. "

I actually WANT to see my grades!?

I love knowing that I'm doing good in college, I just wish my teacher would update our grades so I could see them! I have my 3rd day of class tomorrow and we have our first test that I'm pretty sure I'll ace. Then it's up to lab to get stabbed again. Hopefully I don't get that same weird Asian lady even though she had nice veins... I like a challenge.

Also I think that instead of paying $50 a month on student loans I might as well pay $1000 a month to pay them off since I have the money. I'll have all my student loans paid off in 3 months :) Plus then I won't be getting raped by the interest rate. Then all I have to worry about debt wise is my car which, ooo still has some paying off that needs to be done.

Now that I'm getting school figured out and I have my work schedule for rest of this month I think that it's about time I get back in the gym. I'm getting fluffy! I was getting in such good shape before Mexico then I came back and stopped like an idiot. I think I'm going to start going to Yoga classes to help with my flexability and relax me. Not to mention I'll have a real reason to wear Yoga pants besides the fact that they are way more comfy that jeans :)

ANNND I put highlights back in my really dark brown hair today. I just felt frumpy and boring with all brown hair. I'm so much more used to having blonde. Plus no one recognizes me anymore! Which is lame.

Aww, wittle puppy yoga :) 

Free money.

Last night I had this older lady at the bar begging me for a job. She claimed that she only wanted X amount of hours otherwise all her unemployment and her kid's government assistance would be taken away. She has two kids, 11 & 14. She also had already spent roughly $40 on herself and others within an hour. Okay... So the whole time I'm thinking:

"If you're on government assistance WHY are you out at a bar spending your government issued money on alcohol? Do you realize how much $40 in groceries could have just bought your kids?"

Seriously that shit right there pisses me off. I am so glad that part of my paychecks go to helping people like this. (I am all for helping people who truly, 100% need it and appreciate it.  I understand that people have hard times and there are programs out there that help them BUT I'm only for them when those people that are being helped are finding ways to help themselves too.)

WIC or other food stamps for example. I see people at Festival have two transactions. One transaction has all their WIC approved foods and regular foods...then the next one is a couple bottles of liquor. So you can afford to buy your liquor but you need OUR help, OUR money to help buy your food? Yet you still have enough money to go out that night? To drink, gamble? Go shopping? I'm glad part of my paycheck just saved you enough to go buy those cute Silver jeans!

Badgercare or other health programs. When I was going to Options for my birth control that's the program I used. I appreciated it and always donated when I'd leave. I have since stopped going and canceled my Badgercare because I'm on my parents insurance. What I don't like is the girls/guys that abuse the awesome system they have set up there. Girls going in and being offered any number of birth control options, tons of useful health information and education and they still show up pregnant or infected because they weren't smart. Then who pays for the medications or other fixes? Us, out of our paychecks. Awesome, I'm glad I just paid for so-and-so's 6th pregnancy test. 

I know all of this probably sounds mean but what I'm really trying to get across is that I'm so sick and tired of people not helping themselves. People are so lazy these days. They'd rather live off the government than get a real job and work hard. I see it in bars especially. People are too broke to buy food for themselves but they can spend $5 on drinks all night but make the perfect excuse for why they can't tip me that night. That dollar or two I could have gotten out of them isn't going to make or break my night but it's just the idea that they'd rather keep it so they can keep drinking rather than throw a couple bucks my way for serving them all night. 

I am just annoyed knowing that money I work hard to earn gets taken from me to go towards people who I don't believe deserve it. I feel like people are getting the mind set of being dependent on the government and are afraid to work because their benefits will get cut. Get out and earn your own money and stop spending mine!

Well that's probably the most adorable picture ever. 

Anyways, I am having a lonely, cruddy day. I wanted to make home made pizza and have a girls night until I realized I basically have no girls for friends that A) aren't busy or B) that I really only have 1 girl friend that actually would hang out with me. So I'm just going to clean all day, organize my life, do homework and hang out with my best friend Romeo. 

I lead an awesome life. 

ALSO, IF ANYONE WORKS OUT AND 

LIKES PRE-WORKOUT DRINK MIX'S, 

I SUGGEST THIS. (It's yummy & works)